just passed october. the month that brought so much endorphins needed to recover a slight damage soul. its a true test for a slave who has forgotten his Master.
anyway, recovered. recharged.
wishing and hoping that the wheels stop. but such wish is a wishful wish. wheels comes in circle and it turns around so when things repeated, you are hopefully become better handling it. or when it comes, it wont be as painful as before.
just like i havent seen blue sky as much. dark clouds covering the skys, my heart longed for a breezy autumn. the wind sweeps by but not as harsh as winters.
the year soon ends. but im not ready.
